it’s occurred to me that I have been dying my entire life, little by little teardrop by teardrop heart-stop by heart-stop as every love cut short nips a piece of me and carries it like a souvenir over the rainbow to summer land, to heaven, to Valhalla, leaving me to stop the bleeding, to heal to move on until the next assault of grief comes wielding a sickle slicing bits of me, it’s a crash course in letting go, you know, preparing me, I suppose… and when my time comes to shed this beleaguered flesh my soul will surely be bejeweled with pieces of you and you and you… if I’ve loved you and you me, I’m afraid it’s inevitable…so I’m apologizing in advance, for contributing to your own collection of tiny deaths, if I should be the first to leave… forgive me for snatching a bit of your light to keep me in the dark unknown imagine me in the mist beyond the veil, bedazzled with pieces of you and you and you on some starry starry night we’ll dance around the moon
~kat
Rest in Peace, Thelonious Myles – May 31, 2024 ~ We loved you for two years…not long enough for you or us, but at least you knew you were loved. ❤️
I dipped my toes into the dirt the other day leaves of grass gave way, crushed under my feet, blades of green sprouting through the in between I expected to feel magic, connection, something I don’t know what I was thinking…it’s been so long since I‘ve let my feet run free, unencumbered by socks and hard-soled shoes, not a day goes by that I allow myself this luxury, so long it has been that my feet stumble, my toes curl inward, when I try throwing me off balance, how unfamiliar it feels, I suppose it has been too long, but I hope not too late to reconnect with the space beneath me, with the world around me, with the dirt, cool and moist, soft and forgiving there is magic, I’m sure of it, I’ve just forgotten how to dance while on my way to becoming, I forgot how to become undone
this is totally absurd the latest, have you heard? like nothing we have ever seen idolatry to the extreme feigned religiosity disgusting evangelicals who make our lives a living hell they flock to him like birds to seed he uses them to feed his greed they willingly concede he owns them ‘til the day they die mesmerized by juicy lies I pray they see the honest truth before the devil demands his due
~kat
NaPoWriMo 2024 Day 17 Challenge: write a poem that is inspired by a piece of music, and that shares its title with that piece of music.
Finally catching up after a crazy week!!! I was more inspired by the title than the actual lyrics of the song, “Thinking Out Loud” by Ed Sheeran. This is what I often think to myself in mixed political company. I have to fight myself from screaming what I really think out loud! In this climate things are better left unsaid, that is if one cares at all about seeing another day!
She lost me in Whispering Leaves… “Only need a few minutes,” I said, “go ahead…run your errands, I’ll be here when you get back.” She smiled that smile and said, “See you later then.” I’m a terrible liar. As I stepped through the portal of this urban nook, books stacked floor to ceiling, in eccentric, hoarded fashion, shelves, if there were any, buried deep beneath dusty tomes begging to be touched, to feel the gentle caress of fingertips sliding along the page edges, turning each sepia-stained leaf to reveal hidden treasure.
It had only been minutes when the store clerk weaved toward me through narrow pathways banked by beautiful books, my wife in tow, “Here she is…” she declared, while glancing at the title of my recent find. “That’s a good one,” she winked, “you should take it with you…” My dear partner, my heart, smiled that smile again, “you should, take that book home, and a maybe few others.”
I don’t deserve her, I mused, as she carried my new, old books to the register.
~kat
NaPoWriMo 2024 Day 16 Challenge: write a poem in which you closely describe an object or place, and then end with a much more abstract line that doesn’t left seemindaysgly have anything to do with that object or place, but which, of course, really does.
It was a perfect afternoon. The shopping mall wasn’t too crowded and I found the perfect parking spot near the Sears store entrance. Was in and out in record time with the perfect gift for the twins’ birthday. It was a perfect afternoon until you came barreling out of nowhere slamming my car from behind as the light changed yellow to red, when everything went black… The screech of tires and car horns jolted me back, having been propelled into oncoming traffic. It could have gone badly, it could very well have been…you know… I remember thinking then, “when my time comes I hope it’s quick, something I don’t see coming, like being rear-ended in a mall parking lot”…I remember thinking that would not be a bad way to go.
-kat
NaPoWriMo 2024 – Day 8 Challenge: write a poem that centers around an encounter or relationship between two people (or things) that shouldn’t really have ever met – whether due to time, space, age, the differences in their nature, or for any other reason.
So it is easier for you to find all the parts/chapters of my ongoing fiction series, I created a new page that lists all the links. You can check it out HERE!
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