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Shi Sai Sunday’s Week in ReVerse ~ 18 September 2016

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It’s gorgeous in my corner of the planet this third Sunday in September. The seasons are shifting. For some of us this means cool morning snaps and shorter days. It is a time for gathering and for reaping what we have sown. It’s a time for celebrating life’s abundance and time to prepare our hearths and homes to see us through the coming winter and longer nights.

We don’t have a choice in the goings and comings of the seasons. They cycle in and out like clockwork, never looking back, never stagnant, always moving forward.

Unlike nature humans have a choice in how we meet the seasons of our own lives. We have a choice to move past our yesterdays; to use the present moment to decide whether we will stay mired in the past or learn from it, to let go and move forward. We can even choose to go backward. Freedom of choice is what sets humanity apart from other living things. It Is exhilarating but it is also a great responsibility, a burden even, because our choices matter. Like nature, despite our illusion of independence, we are connected to each other.

Our individual capacity for goodness as well as darkness affects us all. It’s something I think about. Especially now. May we all remember we are not alone in the choices we make. I’m counting on us to move humanity forward.

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Shi Sai Sunday’s Week in ReVerse ~ 18 September 2016

Never forget
frost comes gently at dawn
feelings, reputations, spirits,
twisted, then snapped from their roots
to ensure the greatest good
clouds shape-shift by day
what will be will be
The things people collect, and the photographs that they display, often tell hidden stories that are never mentioned in polite conversation.
Oh, surely I knew
an overweening tyrant
a new ball of yarn
Plop, kerplunking, pitter, pat
you might be deplorable
fighting for my heart.

~kat

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The Shi Sai, (formerly known as a ReVerse) is a new form I came up with during Poetry Month in April 2016. I’ve actually been writing shu sai for years but was inspired to give it a prooer name. It is a poem created by taking one line of verse from several poems of an author’s own collection. The shi sai is done as a review of a series or collection of poems and therefore, each line should flow in chronological order of the dates the poems were written (from oldest to new). The lines chosen should be the author’s favorite from each poem. This form works best if the author resists the temptation to read the full new poem before all the verses have been added. (It helps one to resist the impulse to change a line to make it “fit”.


Magnetic Poetry Saturday

a thousand emotions
dance in my soul
fighting for my heart
only I have power over
the one that I can trust.

kat – 17 September 2016

This week’s offering for Specks and Fragments (formerly Elusive Trope).


Deplorable 

You might be deplorable,
horrible even, as adjectives go
no way to deny this despicable fact
actions speak louder than spin
indeed there are signs
lines boldly crossed
lost is all civil decorum
forums for haters draw furious mobs
snobbishly righteous,
outrageously rude
moot is all reason, truth doesn’t matter
flatter the barker, he’ll tickle your ears
fear’s the new master
disaster looms large
charges of treason for opposing views
booing and hissing vile, slanderous spew
you might be deplorable.

kat ~ 17 September 2016

Another circular poem for Jane Dougherty’s Poetry Challenge. This one was churning in bits and lines in my notebook, like magnetic poetry that needed tweaking. 😉 

Note: I had originally listed two poems in this post. I decided to give Raindrop her own voice. She moved HERE.  🙂


Overweening – Friday’s Word of the Day Haiku


How could I forget my favorite Friday haiku challenge?! Lunacy has definitely taken hold of me! 

Friday’s Dictionary.com Word if the Day was “Overweening”. How this word came to be n the mid-1300’s is a bit confusing. If you look at the verb ween which means “to think; suppose” or “to expect, hope, or intend” you might assume that “overweening” means to over think something or perhaps to have overly high expectations. That makes sense, right?

But you would be wrong! The word overweening means to be conceited or arrogant. What?!

The Etymology Dictionary offers this historical note:

Overweening (adj)
mid-14c., from present participle of verb overwenen “be conceited, presume, be presumptuous, be over-confident,” from Old English oferwenian “to be proud, become insolent or presumptuous;” see over- + ween.

Well, maybe I should have a look, I thought…

ween (v.)
“be of the opinion, have the notion” (archaic), Old English wenan “to fancy, imagine, believe; expect, hope,” from Proto-Germanic *wenjan “to hope” (source also of Old Saxon wanian, Old Norse væna, Old Frisian wena, Old High German wanen, German wähnen, Gothic wenjan “to expect, suppose, think”), from *woeniz “expectation,” from PIE root *wen- (1) “to wish, desire, strive for” (see Venus). Archaic since 17c

At this point I could check out Venus as directed. But this, my friends, is how one gets caught up in an endless cyber-loop of links and pings. Suffice to say the name of Venus is also derived from the root “wen” and has to do with desire.

All of this searching only adds to my confusion. How does being over-hopeful translate into being conceited or arrogant. It’s a mystery.

Though modern geeks apparently got the memo and applied a new version to the original. In computing terms according to techtarget.com, when referring to online chat groups, a “Weenie” is “an avid but immature participant who disrupts orderly conversation. According to cyberlorist Eric Raymond, a weenie is “typically, a teenage boy with poor social skills traveling under a grandiose handle derived from fantasy or heavy-metal rock lyrics” whose contributions are liable to consist of “marginally literate and profanity-laden flaming.

However, I must warn you that the word can also be a compliment for a highly qualified programmer or a derogatory title for a UNIX “bigot”. Context is key to determining the difference. Confused yet?

Sometimes it’s best not to overthink something. In this case I just need to take the 14th century’s word for it. Overweening is an adjective that describes an arrogant, conceited person. Period. Here then, is my haiku:

He’s a narcissist
an overweening tyrant
thinks they all love him!

kat – 17 September 2016


hate loving you

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Oh, surely I knew
you’d be trouble when we met.
Yet, despite every warning
mornings have never been as sweet,
complete, as they are with you.
True, you had me at first glance,
chance tossed our souls
whole into passion’s fire.
Desire never fading,
jading me against anyone new…
too late now to let you go.
Oh, surely I knew!

kat – 16 September 2016
I blame this sappy Circular poem on the full, harvest, penumbral lunar eclipsing moon this afternoon. 😉 I  jest. It is actually written in response to Jane Dougherty’s Poetry Challenge to write a Circular Poem on circles, cycles, seasons, life.  (A circular poem is written by repeating the first line again at the end, and along the way, having the last word of each line rhyme with the first word of the next).

About this poem…Having fallen for a few “wrong” types in my life, I have learned that I am painfully hesitant when it comes to making things right and moving on. I get caught in a spiraling spin, in, then out, then back in love with the wrong person who feels so right! Of course I am an expert at justifying each lapse. I can only imagine how many breaths I’ve wasted! But some memories do make for good stories. Also, I must say, I’ve learned about people, and most importantly, about myself through each ill-fated encounter.

At any rate. Enjoy. The moon will be phasing into its eclipse soon. I’m thinking perhaps I should stay away from the keyboard! 🙂 (or maybe I best stay glued to it! Who knows what lunacy lurks on a day such as this! :))