“Happy, you say?!”
“Well, in a transcendental, metaphysical, quasi-spiritual, dreamy, optimistic sort of way, yes, happy. And it is a fact that it is Sunday…unless you reside in the Far East…then it is almost Monday…but I divagate.”
“Divagate….as in digress? Remember? The new word we learned this week.”
“You’re such a diva!”
“Am not! You are! But back to your original question, ‘happy, you say?!’ … yes, I take it you’re not.”
“Well, how can anyone be happy when everything in the world is spiraling out of control?”
“Take a Dramamine?”
“Come on! Global warming, a heath care bill that is going to kill people, an insane, mean old man running the country, Russia (need I say more?), collapsing infrastructure, the assault on our public schools, voting rights, gerrymandering, voter suppression, nationalism, travel bans, ageism, misogyny, racism, homophobia, religious profiling, insane tweets, the wall…”
“Feel better yet?”
“No, I’m just getting started. And just you wait. Tomorrow something else will happen to prove we’re all up shit’s creek without a paddle. So forgive me miss giddy twinkle shoes if I can’t be happy right now! I’m mortified! It’s terrifying!”
“Oh, but you can. Be happy that is. It’s all a choice. It only takes a second.”
“Harrumph! Delusional you mean!”
“No. Happy. Right here, right now, this moment. Let me show you. First, close your eyes…now think about something that makes you happy.”
“You mean used to…”
“Give it a chance. And you opened your eyes…start over. Close your eyes…think happy something…anything. Got it?”
“Yeah. Okay now what?”
“Now take a deep breath in. Imagine yourself completely enveloped by your happy thing…don’t breathe out just yet…imagine…okay now…slowly…let it go. Feel better?”
“I do actually. I get it. I remember. Thanks self for pulling me off the ledge one more time.”
“Don’t mention it. We’re in this together you know. Happy Sunday?”
“Yeah, I’ll give you that. It’s happy enough, given the circumstances.”
And…welcome to my world! My mind battles itself regularly. Yeah, the world is a bit, chaotic these days, but it’s important to unplug when it gets to be too much.
We’re gonna survive this, like we have survived every trying time in our history. I’m not going to tell you, “don’t worry, be happy”. That is a bit delusional, and it is important to stay engaged as a member of “we the people”. But…there is nothing wrong with divagating into your happy place every now and again.
Look! There goes a butterfly! A beautiful graceful butterfly…and there! Look! A flower! Oh, and I just noticed someone being kind…Wow! It’s not as hard as you think.
So…Happy Sunday y’all! I hope you can find your happy, if even for just a moment, this week. Just remember to breathe. ❤️
Shi Sai Sunday’s Week in ReVerse – 2 July 2017
If people only knew
never say it…only
weeps perfume when crushed
from obsidian to glass
Some souls find heaven in hell’s corridors.
look! a butterfly!
divagating tweeted blips,
because that is what those with the truest hearts do
magic is in the air
make love bloom
A shi sai or ReVerse poem is a summary poem with a single line lifted from each entry of a collection of work over a particular timeframe and re-penned in chronological order as a new poem. Unlike a collaborative poem, the shi sai features the words of one writer,providing a glimpse into their thoughts over time. I use it as a review of the previous week.