
Mental
The pyramids he built had magical powers, sharpening his used razor blades while happy-sad Jesus watched from a frame on the wall.
Then he dismantled the family car, replicating a Chilton’s Manual diagram on the driveway.
He often argued with a gun barrel. It had the last word eventually, silencing the voices.
~kat
A word about this week’s 52 Words in 52 Weeks Story. The prompt was “pyramids”.
When most people think of “pyramids” they think of the ancient wonders in Egypt. When I hear the word “pyramid” it triggers memories of my dad and one of his many obsessions.
No one noticed the signs, or if they did they didn’t say, because we didn’t talk about mental illness back then. People suffered in silence, or self medicated with alcohol like my dad. He may very well have been a genius, but he was also bat-shit crazy. I loved him dearly; he terrified me. He was the “monster” of my childhood nightmares.
So I’m stepping up on my soapbox for a moment. Mental illness is not a weakness or embarrassment. We need to talk about it. For heaven’s sake, if you or someone you love is suffering, get help. There is help to be found. There is no one like you. Really. No one like you.
And if writing about this can help save just one person from my dad’s fate, it will have been worth pouring my heart out on this page….




September 2nd, 2017 at 10:25 am
Thanks for sharing your personal experience!
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September 2nd, 2017 at 10:38 am
I owe my own fragile sanity to years of therapy and gentle medication…and creating art in beautiful words and in canvas. ❤️
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September 2nd, 2017 at 1:43 pm
I believe in creative therapy. Cheers …
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September 2nd, 2017 at 4:42 pm
A very brave thing to post Kat, and you are so right. There is no stigma, no shame, no blame, no guilt due, just a very necessary need to talk, and help when we can.
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September 2nd, 2017 at 6:01 pm
Yes…no shame…❤️
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September 3rd, 2017 at 8:03 am
Heartfelt and eloquent, Kat. I do agree with you about shedding the stigma that surrounds mental illness. I’m saddened to think that people right now still feel shame about admitting it.
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September 3rd, 2017 at 8:14 am
It is sadly true. Sometimes you can’t ‘get over it’, ‘pull yourself together’, ‘get a grip’, ‘pray it away’, ‘because ‘it’s all in your head’…😟
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September 3rd, 2017 at 10:48 pm
Reblogged this on Read 4 Fun and commented:
This is a reblog from Kat Myrman, one of the most prolific thinking bloggers I have come across. This article hits hard twice. First look at “Mental” and reflect on that a bit before scrolling down a bit to read her comments on a background that led to this writing. Her comments about her father are absolutely amazing given the parent child relationship. What a brave and sharing person she is to share such an experience in the hope that it will help others!
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September 4th, 2017 at 1:13 am
Thank you so much Ron, for your lovely comments and reblog. Peace and gentle journey to you.
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September 4th, 2017 at 3:49 pm
Such a Marvelous tribute for your Great Loss. 🥀🥀🥀🥀🥀🥀
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September 4th, 2017 at 5:48 pm
Hugs, my friend. ❤️
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