I could say I have no words; that the Muse is hiding, or that I have nothing to say, but
I would be lying
I have words, so many words vacillating from incredulous disbelief to zealous commitment, to truth, to rage oh, I have words
words that keep me up at night words that rip my soul to shreds words that, if I dared utter them out loud would assure you that I have completely lost my mind even while, as they settle in your gut, you find resonance with them...
it's just words after all
I wonder sometimes if it’s best to embrace the silence or blurt it out, the raw pain, the fear, the exhaustion, the sorrow to scream, to whisper in primal tones to the air, to the sky, to the gods to whoever might listen
it may just be me thinking out loud, but I imagine that saying what everyone is afraid to say, might actually make us all a little less lonely and even pave the way to healing
ah…the irony, the brilliance! cutting words wielded to incise the poison festering in us all
Thank you Sadje. We entered 2023 with an emergent health issue that necessitated me being a full time care giver while also working full time from home. I’ve been a wee bit busy, but trying to snip out moments for writing! 😊
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February 10th, 2023 at 12:21 pm
I love this Kat, and particularly the last stanza. There are far too many cutting words wielded today, and poison by the bucketload!
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February 10th, 2023 at 12:45 pm
I agree Peter. It’s a wonder I have a tongue left at all with all the biting of it that I find myself doing!!!
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February 10th, 2023 at 2:16 pm
Yes, this describes the word pollution that is all around us… I am glad that you are still Kat!
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February 10th, 2023 at 2:34 pm
Thanks Michael. Sometimes I need to remind myself who I am!
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February 10th, 2023 at 2:42 pm
Loved this Kat.
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February 10th, 2023 at 4:34 pm
Thank you Di. 2023 has been a doozy already. No rest for the weary. But I’m hoping to jump on here a little more. Take care!
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February 10th, 2023 at 5:11 pm
You too Kat
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February 10th, 2023 at 9:16 pm
Excellent poem Kat. Good to see you writing
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February 11th, 2023 at 8:04 am
Thank you Sadje. We entered 2023 with an emergent health issue that necessitated me being a full time care giver while also working full time from home. I’ve been a wee bit busy, but trying to snip out moments for writing! 😊
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February 11th, 2023 at 8:14 am
Take care.
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