Author Archives: Kat Myrman

deluded

deluded

turn
down the gaslight
please
it keeps me up nights
wondering if i can know the truth
when lies
are so easily spun
repeated over
and over…
no one gives a damn

~kat

It’s March, and geeky me loves a good Pi base when writing a poem.

Here are a few digits of Pi (π).

3.1415926535

For this poem I decided to write an 11-line poem matching the syllable count for each line with the digits of Pi. The 3. is of course the title set apart by the period separating it from the series that follows. And you may have noticed that the line count is 11…a prime number. 😊Im calling this form Pi-Prime. Geek out!


waiting for spring

waiting for spring

on the cusp of spring
when the world is damp and bleak
when tall tree limbs
stretch toward the heavens
stripped bare by the fierce
nor’easters of winter
their brittle fingers
clutching air
against the gray
I wonder
what if winter hangs on
and spring never comes?
how easy it is to teeter
on the edge, weary from
long, dark nights, from
the frigid nip of ice-laced
wind against my face
chilling me to the bone
how silly of me to think it

spring always comes

as if on cue
the song of peepers
from the edge of a nearby
creek echoes through the mist
snapping me out of all doubt
settling my wild musing
reassured now, as if…
and I think,
I just may have a few more
springs in me left until
winter wraps me in eternity
just a few more

~kat

the alpha, omega, and mid-summer illusion





the alpha, omega, and mid-summer illusion 

she lights the room with her smile,
well-practiced over decades,
a gracious nod, a coy wink, she is
masterful in the art of ladylike-ness,
her voice like silk, never veering
from script, lilt of laughter strategically
slicing through the din of conversation,
charming, ever charming, polite, nice
exuding familiarity, sensuality, chastity…
she’s an illusion, perfection in red lipstick,
powdered porcelain skin, sculpted by shape wear
suffocated by the tyranny of oppressive opinion
maintaining the status quo
keeping the peace

once upon a time she was fierce,
a wild child, smart, inquisitive, intuitive,
magical, a budding creator creature
connected to Gaia, calloused feet
muddied from stream-tripping,
and forging untraveled paths
she hasn’t forgotten the girl
but secretly she loathes her,
deceived by the lies repeated to her
by those she trusted most

years from now
when the porcelain cracks like an eggshell,
she’ll emerge, granted by the fates
the gifts of age and wisdom as she sheds
the chrysalis that has held her through
life’s tempestuous seasons to emerge
fresh-faced, etched by sorrow and joy
body softened, tracked by stretch marks,
age spots, her once glorious golden locks
salted gray, brittle-thin,
oh how she will emerge magnificent
boisterous, full-throated, opinionated
having found her voice…her truth
at long last

the girl will remember spring, come winter
you may find her barefoot, tripping streams,
revisiting paths forged in youth,
where she’ll dance with the fairies,
finally free
count yourself blessed if you glimpse her
take care to listen to her song,
however brief,
like a lullaby in the darkness
holding us until dawn…alpha and omega
with a smattering of lunacy in the in-between
a life full lived, a force of nature
silenced when Gaia calls her home

~kat


reflections

I’m a bit late to the 2024 party. As fate would have it, I was exposed to not just one, but two nasty viruses on Christmas Day at a family gathering. First to darken my door was the flu…a nasty strain this year…and then, just as I was feeling human again a week later, on New years Day, COVID finally got me (a first for me). I suppose I’ve joined the herd. If not for the booster I got last November, the doc said I might not have faired as well as I did. Still it was not how I planned on ringing in the new year! Anyhow…we’ve been snowed in for a bit…things finally melting, and I snapped this view out my front door this evening. It blew me away. I am so grateful for the beauty that surrounds me. For each sunrise and sunset. I hope you and yours are well.

Before I close out this post, I must share another view of the photo above. I applied a mirror filter to it and lo and behold, there she was right there reminding me Gaia, (as I imagine her at this time of year) sleeping amongst the roots, deep underground waiting for spring! What a gift this slight of photo editing produced! Isn’t she amazing!!! If you look at the original, you’ll see her peeking out at you. Sometimes it takes a mirror to see things more clearly.

It’s a reminder to me that it’s okay to rest (I’ve rested a lot this year). A new year need not be tackled all at once. We have 365 (actually 366 days this year) to live the promise of 2024.

I wrote a little haiku too. Of course I did! Peace and much love to you!

gaia suspended

deep beneath the snow
she slumbers, dreaming of spring
winter lingers long

~kat~

night light

night light

it was a good day
‘midst the realities of life
I caught her smiling

~kat

It’s the small things that keep me going. I collect these moments, keeping them close to my heart and at the ready to draw upon when the going is rough. Like a candle in the distance on a dark, dark night. Yes, it was a very good day.